Gosh last night was a shit show. It’s been a while since E has woken up more than once throughout the night, and he woke up at 9pm, 2am, 5am, and then was up at 7:30am. He has a tooth coming in on the bottom and I think it’s causing him pain. Oh my heart.

Then, this morning, I locked myself out of the garage with my laptop, loaded and ready for me to start work (keys were inside next to the laptop on the workbench, facepalm). Note to self: make more spare keys.

I am tired, sweaty, and, as I just texted my girlfriend, Mak, basking in all of motherhoods’ glory. I have a phone full of text messages, storage full, andddd the baby is awake. 30 minute nap to the dot. Love my sweet, short-napper.

Na, it’s not that I might have bitten off more than I can chew– I definitely did. But that’s okay! I’ll figure this out. Right now I’m still just gunning for it all, knowing that not all will pan out and some stuff will have to go. But for now, I’m feverishly working on learning how to build a website, because I applied for a WP designer gig and actually got the job [insert laughing/crying face]. It’s the first time my nationality and athletic career helped land a job that I’m totally unqualified for! Whateves, I’ll figure it out.

I’m super grateful to my homies all across the country (and the world, looking at you Max!) who have helped me get to where I am right now. Robyn, I’m going to read about clickup right now…